I laid awake trying to go to sleep the other night (like I do most nights) and a million thoughts ran through my head. I starting wondering what Nicholas and Nolan would be like when they are grown-ups and it got me thinking about what they would remember from their childhoods and what I remember from mine. I tried to think of my earliest memories and I must admit everyone I thought of was happy. I'm sure there were bad times, but I don't recall them. Here are some of my early happy memories:
1) Staying up late with my sister Jamie and letting our imaginations go wild after we were supposed to be asleep.
2) Sitting on my Grandmother's Lap with Jamie and some cousins and having a singing contest
3) Getting horsey rides around the den on my Daddy's back
4) My Dad letting Jamie and I fix his hair. I really wish I had a picture of some of the styles we did.
5) Always knowing that there was something good packed in my lunchbox by my Mom.
6) Getting dressed for school in front of the wood burning stove on cold mornings.
7) Thinking my Mom and Dad and sisters were the greatest...which I still do.
Mostly I remember knowing that I was loved and safe. Isn't that a great feeling? I had the best time going down memory lane as I lay there. It put a big smile on my face and gave me the best warm and fuzzy feeling. I can only hope that Nicholas and Nolan will look back with fond memories of their childhoods one day and that it will leave them with a smile on their faces.